210

Not so bad

137

Forgot the zyban this morning ... not that big of a deal. Don't really miss it. Would love to smoke, but I keep reminding myself that I wanted to quit.
Amy just told me i'm not very fun to hang out with lately, I guess that's going to have to be the case. I think I'm a riot, but what do I know?

45 hours

elizabeth says i can have a cigarette in april .. just one, but i am looking forward to it.

41

The desire does not wane, but I have learned to tolerate it to the point it only hurts when I think about it. Those tv commercials aimed at keeping teens from starting to smoke are the worst ... they make me want a cigarette worse than anything.

35 hours

35 hours. Only a little bit irritable. Only a little...

new years day

20 hours without a cigarette. The fish are getting hungry. Fuck'em.