Saturday, January 2, 2010

45 hours

elizabeth says i can have a cigarette in april .. just one, but i am looking forward to it.

41

The desire does not wane, but I have learned to tolerate it to the point it only hurts when I think about it. Those tv commercials aimed at keeping teens from starting to smoke are the worst ... they make me want a cigarette worse than anything.

35 hours

35 hours. Only a little bit irritable. Only a little...